By the Grace of Almighty and by the blessings endowed upon me by His holy Messenger (SM), I am enlightened in a new aura of life. I CAN meditate now effectively. This is a real pleasure as I have meant to do it for a long time. I am a better human being than before. I can take control over my life. I have set goals and can go to any place to achieve them. I learn from the past to live in a good present towards a better future. I am in love with myself and with everyone around me. I am doing great.
Today I was able to concentrate in the recitation of the Holy Quran for eight hours without getting dozed off. I am happy that my Creator gave me that strength to listen to His verses. This will enrich my life like never before. In future also, I will feel as great as being in constant divine happiness. I will be able to share the ray of my wisdom to make a brighter life for all who meet me by the Grace of Almighty.
I am unable to get over my habit of working at the last minute. I am well aware of my deadlines. I know what to do. And in some cases, I know how to do them as well. But I still cannot stop procrastinating the tasks I have to do. I am a very enthusiastic person. But from time to time, I just lose my focus.
I swore the last time I had this problem (not long ago) that I won't do it this time. I got extra time. Yet, I didn't work hard enough. I am so ashamed of myself.
I watched inspirational videos, for TWO whole days. I got inspired, but didn't take proper action.
Do you ever dread a future that is too uncertain to be afraid of, too pleasant to be content of or even to bizarre to be cautious of. If you know the feeling then come and shake hands with me. I just talked to my supervisor few minutes ago, who has fallen quite sick with fever after a sudden change of weather. I didn't expect this to happen now, since so less time has left for me. Moreover, he got time to get used to it and only left for 5 days in the chilly weather where we both used to work. Yet, I cannot complain for when we both were here, I could not complete my work and submit anything to him.
Our little chat indicated that I am to leave again for my workstation within a week. Can you believe it? I didn't go out more that twice! I simply stayed home and worked with a feeling that everything will be alright after I submit. I don't know what's in store for me. But I do hope that this is something good.
The last time I cooked a different sort of rice called "Vegetable Pilau". It is a tradition subcontinental dish prepared with rice, traditional aromatic butter (ghee), vegetables, onions and sultana.
It has been a long time since I last wrote, things are quite same since the last time. The work load has increased with some negative impacts as well. I am uncertain about whether I am up to it.
Time comes when the best of us can no longer find our ways through the dark. It takes friendly advice and guidance for it. Everybody doesn't have that luxury. I was told that I have it.
I have been staying in office almost 12 hours a day, but am not pretty much sure whether I am really working or not! It is a strange feeling--a mixture of work-fatigue, guilt-consciousness, unorganized-stress and lack of time management. I hope to overcome it soon, as you better do is the look from my concerned supervisors.
How the hunters value buying or selling their permits in a hypothetical or simulated market? I have been trying all day to read an article on that and figure out what sort of questions might extract a true value from them?
Being totally honest, I have tried my best to understand this paper. Albeit my efforts, yet I could not reach the target of two a day. I was supposed to complete a report by today, for which I am skipping the important symposium. I have the honor though, that I gave it my best shot (after a delayed start in the morning, of course) or at lease next to the best.
Today I have put on a new red vogue shirt and thought, it would not be a bad idea after several months to get a grab on myself to appear as a well-presented person for a change. It worked well indeed. Made me cheerful and colleagues praised! May be the all-bohemian look and mind was boring them, especially the huge pile of books and articles over my desks was suffocating them. I took time last evening to sort them out.
Here I am again on my own Walking down the only road, I have never known (Whitesnakes)
Today I have found out a really good blog at http://overacuppa.com. She is a girl with a Chinese origin (she wrote her mother came from China; and it's my belief that one's mother is one's origin), without a name--interested and probably pursuing her higher studies, just like me. And we are alike about being the best admirers of our mothers.
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